*Will somebody send my way a good book that will lead me back to my first love?
Not that I am missing it, the truth is I couldn't find in myself the
sense of wanting to read a book.
Like I said, the last time I went inside a bookstore, I felt
claustrophobic and that the books feel like they would attack me. It
is more disturbing that I don't feel like picking up a book. Whenever
my attention stray too long from reading, I have panic attacks and I'd
stop watching and start reading and fall in love with books all over
again.
But not this time. The books aren't calling me forth. And I am feeling
a sense of happiness whenever I watch.
I have a smile on my face that doesn't go away even if I am aware that
I look stupid.
I told my friend about this dilemma and she said I should just savor
this thing going on with watching things and not be paranoid for not
wanting to read. And I accepted her suggestion. But seriously, it is
not normal for me.
Oh well towel.
Siguro kasi form of relaxation ang reading (para sa akin). Kapag masyadong stressed, mahirap mag-relax. Stressed ka ba kapatid?
ReplyDeleteAko din hindi na nakakabasa ng books, kasi halos kulang sa tulog kaya yung ibabasa kong oras, itutulog ko na lang. Tapos pag may break time, nakakalimutan ko naman magdala ng book.
Hindi ko alam kung stressed ako...:))) pero nanonood kasi ako ng
ReplyDeletemodern family, big bang theory, criminal minds and lately legends of
korra. tapos pag weekends nanonood me ng movies...so siguro hindi ako
stressed...:)) pero dati kasi pag ganyan kadami ang mga pinapanood ko
at napapansin ko nang di ako nagbabasa...bumabalik akong
magbasa...ngayon kasi...hindi...:/