I really like to think I am a colorful person. I'd like to think that I'd be able to do all the adventures I want to do and be able to go to places I want to be. All that's in the way are time and money.
But what if it is me? What if it's me that's in the way?
I am scared.
Do you know that I am quite shy of using my dream camera in public.
I don't like the thought and feeling that people think I am a poser.
I don't feel like a professional photographer using my dream camera.
I honestly feel like a tool! Seriously.
But I really want to use it and enjoy using it.
Ah brave heart...I wish I have one.
:))
Me is thinking what camera you have now... Is it the old school polaroid? If so, I am sooo jealous... Hahaha! Don't worry about using it in public (aside from the hold-uppers, etc..), people hate and criticize all the time, human nature. :)
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