* newsflash to me: emma watson would be playing "sam" in the upcoming movie "perks of being a wallflower". and here i was thinking nina dobrev would be playing "sam" and emma would be playing mary elizabeth. all along i was delusional. i even told payi my above assumptions. hmp! know-it-all me! :P. just imagine the gasp i made this morning when i found out that emma is playing sam. hmp! anywho, i feel bad about emma lately, i feel she's overexposed nowadays. it breaks my heart to know that my fondness for her is slowly slipping away... come back hermione! come back!
*point in case: I had this silly prayer to God about sitting beside my crush in one of my commutes. With great encouragement from my trusty friend Payi. I even hoped that the ride would take longer than usual, just so the extension of exposure and proximity. Today, that happened. The driver stopped for awhile to get one of his tires some air. Then we have to take another route because there are mmda/police roaming our usual route (fyi: i ride via colurum, a Filipino slang for unregistered public vehicles). Only, the casting is wrong. I want the guy in red! not the tall lanky conyo guy with braces. Lord, next time please. Thank you.
* incidentally, on my way home the guy in red was in the line at our terminal. giddy meter shoots up here. only after less than five minutes he gets to ride home and Camille and I get to be left behind, waiting for the next vehicle. That's when I texted Payi..."lord, bakit niyo ako pinapaasa ng ganito?!"...hahaha...i recounted these things with my sister and she said I am lucky I have the luxury to worry and think about such things. Whereas her, well let's just say she's in college and it's her finals week.
* I picked up one psychology book I bought probably a year ago, entitled "Color Code" last night. I answered the questionnaire that would lead me to my color code and found out that my personality is a mix of red and blue. (There are four color personalities red, blue, white and yellow. One could be dominantly one color or a mix of two colors.) I thought, yey! I am violet! :D Based on the book though, being red and blue is the hardest kind of personality color mix because they are quite the opposite. Probably, that's why I swing from one extreme to another most of the time.
* While answering the questionnaire, I bugged Sarina to help me answer them. And not just once, during the course of answering did she say "it sounds more broken". Meaning she thinks I am broken. Gah! am I broken? Probably. It sounds awful. I feel bad that I am broken and not entirely sure I have the right to be broken. T_T.
* As for my realization I had because of recent events, I realized that yes, I am a person who puts a lot of weight on small things. I get happy about small things. But it is also the small things you do or do not do that breaks me. And sometimes when I get broken, I don't lay there broken, I give cuts to those who broke me. Not on a revenge kind of way. I don't get even I get mad. >:))
* Sarina said I am not easy to please. And I retort but I get pleased with the small things! To which she answered, SPECIFIC small things!. And she even said "this", while drawing an invisible straight line, "is easy to please but this", drawing an up and down wave, "is not easy to please." The up and down wave pertaining to me and my moods and my wants and the SPECIFIC small things. I love my sister she's so good in psycho analyzing me. :)) She indulges me because as much as I like psychoanalyzing people I like to be psychoanalyze too. :D
* On a very happy note, I think, I just finished "Catching Fire" at exactly midnight. So I am not sure if I'd say I've finished it today or last night. Oh pfft!
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